HeAintThroughWithMeYet

I been dealing with a lot of things for a while now. Things of problems with my son, the passing away from my mother in-law, the constant in and out of the hospital of my own mother. Lawsuit against me from my son. law suits that still havent come to fruition from a car accident 2 1/2 years ago. And more!

But in all of this, the Lord was with me, he never left me even in times I thought he is nowhere to be found.
He brought people in my life who helped me. They helped financially, they helped me by just hearing me out, by letting me vent over and over, and most importantly I have many people who pray for me.

I prayed for many things. One of them was that I want a other job. And in my wildest dreams I wouldve never thought that I get a job in an office again. After 16 years in the US I gave almost up on that dream.
And now I am in an ofice, yes a callcenter, nevertheless I sit in an office chair, have a phone, a computer, and a desk. And I am loving it now.
I had a rough time in the beginning and yet I still have to learn a lot, but I love it all the way.

Last week I got a 100% on my QA, and this week I was the winner of the shortest handletime. I didnt even know and my coworker called me this evening to tell me. I am so grateful to the Lord cause without Him I would not be where I am at, and it humbles you when good things happen to you, just because you believe in the Lord.
There is no other explanation to me in  this world. My God is with me everyday till late at night and answers calls with me. I am his vessel and I surrender my whole being to Him. He knows what is good for me.

And now we are hopefully close to moving from where we live. I been praying about this for over a year now, and it seems like we might get a break here shortly. Everything seems to be fallen into place now.
On June the 18th. we have our courtdate about the car accident and when this is finally behind us, i will be able to pay the rest of money I owe to people. Which will be a huge load off of my mind.
Thanks to my husbands good job, I was able to go to a dentist today and get my teeth fixed. Which was something I was very embarrassed about for a while now.

The only thing I have to work on now is to get myself into a rhythm with coming home Saturday nights at about 2am and getting up in the morning to go to Church. I was going to go yesterday but my sorry self overslept, actually I woke up at noon. I miss my Church Family a lot. They are the ones who give me love, and strength. But see I get home at 2am, and I cant go to sleep right than. So I go to bed about 4am and to get up at 7 is pretty tough. But I will make it, I just hope I wont fall asleep in Church (now that would be embarrassing).

Today is my Mother in-law birthday and my hubby has a rough day. Hecalled me from work and almost went home. He did good for a really long while now, but of course the special days like birthdays, and holidays will be hard in the beginning.

Also my own Mother was yet again hospitalised a few days ago, and it doesnt look very well. Her body is full of liquid, and she has heart problems now, plus the opening in her throat is still troubling her breathing a lot sometimes she fets suffocations problems.
My Uncle was also hospitalised on Sunday with a stroke. He is my Mother’s Brother. And he is the Dad of my cousin who lives here in the States.

But my cousin is strong in her belief in God and she gets comfort from it. I as well seek the Lord at all times for all kinds of things. My life seems to be a daily ongoing prayer. I pray when I hit the shower and I keep talking to the Lord all through the day until I go to bed.

He is so awesome, so faithful, and so wonderful to me. I cant say enough about my Lord and Savior.

Well my friends, that was just another quick update on how the Lord makes me feel and what He does for me on a daily basis.
And to you the Unbeliever, consider Him, He will take care of you too, if you just believe. You will be His pride and joy!!!
He will give you peace beyond understanding, He will wrap His arms around you and comfort you when you in despair, He will always take care of your every need, as He does for me!

Blessings to all

Andrea