My nerves getting the best of me
I think my nerves are shut at this time, and I don’t know how to get them under control.
I know it is just a job and if I can’t do it, so be it. But I really want this job. In a way I think too, that I can do it, and that it is just nerves right now.I been praying and praying that the Lord gives me peace and calms me the way only He can do. I am still waiting for this prayer to be answered.
Thinking as soon as I get through the door I will lay down. Well that didn’t work out like that, because the neighbor’s kids were here and they were running in and out, as well as all the other kids they play with.
After an hour of fighting to go to sleep and getting more and more annoyed, I got up.
We really can’t continue to live here much longer. With me working late late hours and my husband working nights, we need to get some serious sleep too!
I don’t even bother to go over and say something cause it doesn’t do no good anyways.
Well I wrote about it and that I also stereotyped her, and that that was totally wrong.
On Tuesday I think it was, I had an oppertunity and I sat with her, and I told her about how I felt when I met her the very first time. And I told her that I am really sorry that I felt that way and that I hope she accepts my apology and forgives me for it.
And she said “Of course, Andrea!”
She said that that happens a lot that people feel that way until they really meet her. And that people like her get a bad rap because of those knuckleheads who really are mean spirited.
She truly understood and accepted my apology and we get along VERY well. She is super. I asked her if she belived in God. Expecting to hear a NO. But she said she did, and that she didn’t go to Church because she wasn’t brought up that way. Both her parents are not Christians. I left it at that for now. I will digg into it perhaps at a later time.
But she is just such a sweet and kind girl.
Well another thing, my cat caught three mice in this house over a few weeks. And we thought thats it, since the temps are going up, we thought this is all gone. We were wrong.
Somehow a mouse nested herself between my downstairs bathroom and the heater room. I didn’t know about it, until this weekend when my husband told me that he is at war.
I said “At War? With who?”
He told me it is 3:0 for the mouse. So he explained the ordeal to me. And he said he is baiting for three days now a trap with peanut butter. But everytime he goes to check, the peanut butter is gone and the trap never snapped. So we went out last night and bought the traps that let the mouse go in, but not out. And you have to release the mouse.
Well for whatever reason, the mouse went in stole the peanut butter, and left the trap unharmed.
I said to my hubby, don’t you think it is time we should get some decon? Nope he said that is getting personal now between him and that mouse.
Well we still got the mouse and he still trying to eliminate her!
The story will continue!
Andrea
